TinkerJan

Old me shifted to a new location.

2010-03-07T01:03:00.004+08:00

Hehehe. As said, I've created a new tumblr and am now over there! Despite it being without a tagboard, I don't think it's much of a difference since this tagboard here is only alive once in a few weeks. And I'm lazy to copy quotes here and there when I can just reblog it straight. Please relink if needed, and comments can be done directly to my msn regardless of my status.

So there you go, TinkerJan has moved :)

Autumnotes!

Tumblrful.

2010-03-04T22:42:00.001+08:00

Why is everyone changing/getting a tumblr? I'm intrigued. I am tempted to have one too!

Boom.

2010-03-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

The day was spent at Baka's place in the aftn aft the paper, slept for a few hours while he was Battlefield-ing. And I thought the loud thunder was him shooting his enemies. Haha! Installed L4D but I think it's quite lag and I was lazy to learn the ropes of moving around. Then some irritating bug needed the comp and requested for me to be home.

Microsoft Word and Powerpoint is a must in studies nowadays! What are you doing w a computer w/o such programs? Doing weird sketches and posting nonsense on blogs or staring at hunks is not going to help in your studies. At least I know I don't get very good grades and I mug like crazy even though in the end I might not get the targets that I want, but I tried my best. Attitude worse than me still don't want to do some self-reflection.

On a brighter note, exams are finally over!!!!!!! Hehehe. After 6 weeks of mugging, I'm finally done with the notes. Despite the overnight study, I still couldn't do some questions for today's paper! Looks like my grades are not going any higher for this sem. I'm almost officially a year 3 now. Hahaha. Sounds so old~

Time to pay back some sleep time, go out for shoots and meetups with my dear girls during the holidays! Not to mention that I want to look for a job, anyone can help? :)

Study-only-cannot-play month.

2010-03-04T20:46:00.010+08:00

(New posts are below this one!)

~~1st Feb - Environmental Science Test (35%)~~
~~2nd Feb - Haematology Quiz~~
~~5th Feb - Metabolic Biochemistry Test (40%)~~
~~8th Feb - Anatomy Test (15%)~~
~~10th Feb - Genetics & Molecular Biology (10%)~~
~~12th Feb - Pathology Test (30%)~~

~~23rd Feb - Pathology Exam (50%)~~
~~25th Feb - Anatomy Exam (50%)~~
~~1st March - Haematology Exam (60%)~~
~~4th March - Genetics & Molecular Biology (50%)~~

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day just flew out of my sight.

You're the sunshine of my life.

2010-03-02T01:52:00.001+08:00

One more paper to go!!!!!!!
Needs to be blessed on Haematology paper! It's irritating when you've memorised sthg but you didn't write it down in the exams because you didn't bother about the headings when you memorise. Argh, that cost me like at least 4-5 marks ):

Joke of last Thursday (taken from KwiShan's blog, lazy ah me! HAHA)
me and jan were walking to the mrt station after a&phy paper.. she was on phone wif song ern while walking there..

so we reach the mrt station.. tapped our cards and went up the escalator SIDE BY SIDE.. and when we reach the platform she walked straight while i turned right and walk.. both of us naturally think the other one is behind following when we're NOT..

so i happily walked till the middle of the platform and turn to talk to her.. and i was like "EH.. where janice??".. at the other end.. jan also turned around and "EHH.. where's kwi shan???"

after smsing onli we realised we're at the opposite ends.. =.= .. laughed like crazys when we meet up again and board the train..

I really hate being alone.

2010-02-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

I'm going crazy here.
Can I just stick to you 24/7?

The 60% paper tmrw,
How to study for it in this mood?
When my mind is wandering around, thinking of you.

The way I trembled with fear.

2010-02-26T16:04:00.003+08:00

I just looked at the past year papers for Haematology. I am dumbfounded, I know none of the answers. Please, let it be because I haven't started focusing on it yet. 60%, if I don't pass it means I don't pass the module. Another year of Haematology will be agonizing. Time to focus!

To forget what unhappy stuffs have just happened and focus on my studies, I dare not say I can do it. You're occupying my mind, I feel like a restless soul deep inside.

Nothing is not my fault.

2010-02-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Fuck that jealousy.

With love, hugs & xoxo.

2010-02-21T00:38:00.001+08:00

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with.

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

- Eletheowl

Your smile makes it all worth while.

2010-02-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

Specially for Baka!

I'm really glad I got to meet you today even though it's the first day of Chinese New Year. It might be just a few hours but it was definitely quality time spent together ;) Can't forget your smile when you saw what I did for you! I had to find a million excuses to tell you about my whereabouts when I was getting the stuffs and we're texting each other. Hahaha. We must and can only buy an album that is able to fit the present in it! If not we're going to search everywhere until we get one of the right size. Hehehe.

All the other sweet words are written on your present - for your eyes only! So... Maybe you can start planning the location for our next Valentine's Day! ;) Not to forget, you still have to bring me out on a Valentine's Day outing! Muacks~

With love, hugs & xoxo,
your one and only me (L)

Coupled with love, happy Valentine's day!

2010-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

With big hugs and muacks,
Happy Valentine's Day to all~ Hehehe.
To those who are paired off with their sweet & loving partners, so stay lovey-dovey!
The others that are single and available, don't need to get one! I love you can alr ;)

& to Baka, let's hope I'll get to see you!
Millions of love for you nonetheless~ (L)

Unspoken words from my heart,

2010-02-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or the most fun and exciting girl. But I do know that no matter how hard and long you look, you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do.

- Eletheowl

You guys missed my 18th birthday.

2010-02-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

Can't believe I've only been 18 for a month or so and she has already turned 19 yesterday! Happy birthday Tzu Wei~ Could see from your photos how much you enjoyed your birthday w Alvin :)

I'm really glad Baka came to meet me today! Hee. Having him beside me while studying makes memorizing faster! Or maybe it's just psychological. But anyway, there will be lesser time to meet in 1 month's time, when he's having his ITP. So even meeting him 5 minutes for now is good enough for me. Reminded of how we used to meet at Orchard aft my ITP! That seemed so long ago.. Keep blinking your eyes, we'll be at Hong Kong soon! ;)

Today rained, does that mean my wish will come true?

2010-02-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

I realised how much I hate the heart and how much I love the eye.
No, not on anything else but on Anatomy. Like, seriously. I can't wait to get past the heart chapter.
So glad I'm not in Cardiac's. Not that I would have made it into the class w my grades anyway ;)

What do you always wish for when you can make a wish?

2010-02-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

Today's 40% paper I think I die already. So much for open book, open already also don't know where to find answers. Almost everyone in the class has a different answer. Seriously, everytime different answer also won't be mine correct. What's up with all the pathways anyway? It's not like I'm going to start a conversation about them. Who's going to start a conversation telling the other person about how the glucose is broken down via glycolysis and TCA cycle, producing X amount of ATPs etc? Yikes.

On a happier note, tmrw is shopping day with Baka. Nothing beats seeing him for one whole day :)

A smile will hide all the tears.

2010-02-04T20:00:00.003+08:00

If you really think that way, I know I cannot do anything to change that. But you're definitely thinking the wrong way. I wish you understand how happy I am, because not everyone gets a second chance like me. It makes me upset whenever I hear you say that. In fact, my heart breaks whenever I hear you say that. You have no idea, but I wish you do.

Because everyday is a happy one, it will be exceptionally vivid if one day is an unhappy one.

You forgot so much, I wonder what do you remember.

2010-02-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

As much as the larger picture is usually perceived, small details should not be neglected too. In fact, the smaller the details, the more attention should be given. Without the smaller details, the larger picture would be nothing but just an empty space.

With love from Daddy & Mummy!

2010-02-01T22:23:00.001+08:00

Hehehe. This is now mine :)

I wanted those memories to be captured down on film.

2010-01-30T23:55:00.004+08:00

Despite the very busy schedule shown, I squeezed in time to shoot for TzuWei and Mary's blogshop last night @ TzuWei's house w WingYin and YanRu. Must say it's really not easy work, all the posing and background and lighting etc. We really need a studio if there's gna be further collections! Editing needs to be done for the pictures, hopefully I've reduced the editing portions to the minimum. Really tiring day, but it was fun for sure!

Today went to City Square w my family and Baka for shopping! Bought a few stuffs back, but still lacking some for CNY. Need to squeeze in time to go get them soon~ It was quite a fun thing to do, 1-day shopping tour at an unknown place. The food is good! I should abstain myself from going there in case I put on the pounds I've lost. There're no pictures for today, and I'm sad about it. It was a happy day but the memories weren't captured down on film. I'll just have to hope there's a next time~

Time to do some Environmental Science! Save the earth :)

I need to change my ways.

2010-01-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

Going to do puzzle now, while waiting for Baka to reach home safely. Just finished loading our pictures into photobucket and into blogger - I wanted to say we took quite a number of pictures since we knew each other. But suddenly I think it's only a very little amount of photos that we took together. We need to start taking more & fill up our album, don't we? ;)

I'm so mesmerized by you.

2010-01-19T09:33:00.001+08:00

MD XXXIII is over! Yesterday was hectic. Stayed over at Baka's on Sunday so that I can help take my things to Esplanade too.. Did work all the way till 2am before we slept and wake up at 7am again to get ready for concert! A whole day spent at Esplanade, with ticketing and rehearsals etc. So nervous during the concert, no idea why. Thanks all who came, love y'all~ I was so shy when I had to give flowers to Baka! He mesmerizes me, can't take my eyes off him when he was playing his solo :)

Pictures when I take them from my 2 photographers - Thanks Eldwin for being able to shoot for us when it was such last min notice! :)

Musical Delights XXXIII

2010-01-18T19:30:00.003+08:00

SP Symphonic Band presents Musical Delights XXXIII, conducted by Mr Adrian Chiang.
Esplanade, 7.30pm on 18th January 2010. Tickets selling at $15 each! Fixed seating.

Repertoire includes: Carmen Fantasy for Solo Flute and Band, Starwars Trilogy, Light Calvary Overture,
La Forza del Destino, West Side Story, Elisabeth, Andrew Lloyd Celebration.

Want tickets?
Text me, text me, text me!

Hold me within your arms.

2010-01-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

The images of infant diseases that I've seen in BenYang's class have been staying in my mind. It's true - you never know how severe some defects are. It hurts to see image after image, all the problems that just an infant have. Especially the abortion one, it changed my mind about abortion. I used to think that under the right circumstances, abortion might be really inevitable. But after seeing that abortion image, I think that abortion is really not a choice. Sometimes you really have to see it for yourself. After all those images, I'm thankful that I'm born perfectly normal :)

Anyway, it's going to be MD XXXIII in 2 days' time! Can't imagine I've went through another year again, surviving yet another set of scores which are above my level. I can't wait for Monday, to be able to see SongErn playing his solo on stage. I've heard it countless times, and each time he just sounds better. Or maybe it's just me being mesmerized by him ;)

Things I wish you will know.

2010-01-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

I know I can hide my emotions from anyone and everyone, but not you. Whenever I'm unhappy, I still can make myself smile in front of everyone else. As much as I feel like crying, I can hold it back from everyone.

But really, not in front of you. If I'm unhappy, I will show it in front of you. If I want to cry, I can just break down in front of you. When you're around, I don't have to hide. I never want to hide my emotions from you, never.

But then again, I know you'll make me happy :)

Jurongville.

2010-01-12T23:51:00.001+08:00

We've definitely drifted apart. Everything common between us doesn't seem to be common anymore, topics we used to talk about we don't talk anymore, times we used to meet up we don't meet anymore. All that's left are Hellos and Goodbyes and season greetings. Something that I thought I'll never lose... I might have just lost it. Did everything start to change since 1 year ago with the wrong decision I made? The decision not to listen to the people I should have trusted.

For not being constantly in contact, for not being there whenever you might have needed me, I apologise.
This special bond between us - I want to find it back. But can we?

It was all predestined.

2010-01-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

So, everything was decided and I'm not one of them. Maybe a part of me wished to be, but I can also understand how I might not be able to cope with it as well. Perhaps maintaining the current status is the way to go :)

Met up with Bird, Swizzle and Jessie for awhile on wednesday aft schl for presents - jewelery box with a Tinkerbell necklace for me and Eeyore towel for KwiShan. Hehehe! Love you girls loads, thanks :) Cramps on thursday nearly killed me, and I was so glad on friday that I felt fine again. If not I wouldn't have known how to sit through MetBio and Patho, esp when Patho was all about cancers and seems to be harder than the usual topics!

I seem to be busy all the way to MD XXXIII. I shall go start on Haematology now - was supposed to be studying for today but I rotted all the way till now. Have no idea how I spent my time. & before I forget,

Happy birthday, jL!

Meet up soon~ Muacks ;)

I can't stop thinking about you.

2010-01-07T23:49:00.003+08:00

I want you to sing to me. I want you to give me hugs when I least expect it, and whisper into my ear so that one spot on my left hip tickles. I want you to hold my hand and have your fingertips linger on top of mine. I want you to grab my legs with your legs so I have to wrestle them out. I want you to give me piggy back rides, or the other way around, seeing how you’re little. I want you to whisper little secrets into my ear and trust me with your life. I want you to give me your sweater when I’m cold, and put your arm over my shoulder so everyone knows that I’m yours. I want you to want me. I want you to sit and snuggle with me. I want to play hide and seek with you, and freeze tag, and manhunt. I want to run while holding your hand. I want to act like a little kid with you. I want you to want to be next to me, and find excuses to do so. I want you to wake up in the morning and think, “hey, maybe I should call her.” I know I’m not the most gorgeous person in the world, but I want you to tell me that I’m beautiful, and mean it. I want you to throw me into the pool, your pool. I want you to muss up my hair and when it’s curly I want you to play with the rings. I want you to compliment me when I least expect it. I want you to meet my eye when you’re talking to somebody else, and smile. I want you to make the first move, god dammit. I want you to put your hand on the little part of my waist, and let me nuzzle against your shoulder. I want you to share half your sandwich with me when my parents refuse to give me any more lunch money. I want to listen to your iPod with you, and do my awkward little dance, and lip sing with you. I want you to make me a ring out of that hundred dollar bill. I want to build a fort with you. I want to live my life with you. I want you to always be there when I need you. I need you. I do.

-

Love is when he touches me and I become weak. Love is when he stops what he’s doing so he can look over at me and smile. Love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. It’s when I can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds. It’s the feeling I get whenever I think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. It’s when I can feel him stare at me from across the room. Its when he listens to everything I have to say even when I’m rambling. It’s when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. Love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. Love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. It’s when he offers me his coat even if it means he would freeze. Its when he says he’ll never leave me. When he sticks up for me. When he offers up his seat. When he sits in my lap just to get a laugh. Love is when I can remember everything he has ever said or did. Love is when I couldn’t possibly stop the feelings I have for him even though I have tried so hard. Love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. Its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. Love is him and me, just him and me.

- Tease & the Hoe.

Are you thinking of me too?

2010-01-07T20:03:00.001+08:00

Did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you? Did you know when the person you like looks at you and then looks down, they’re crazy about you? Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think? Did you know when that person looks at you alot they can’t live without you? Did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don’t want to let you go?

From TzuWei.

I'm the last in line.

2010-01-07T19:20:00.004+08:00

Thanks KwiShan, wouldn't have known what to do if you weren't around.

-

I really wanted you here w me, even if it was only for 5 minutes ):
But studies and YO take priority.

c9, 4seasons.

2010-01-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel forgotten.

This makes me so upset, do you have any idea?

2010-01-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

By promising me that you'll be fine, will you really be fine?
By promising me that you'll be safe, does that mean the other drivers will be equally safe?

With pink nails done by you.

2009-12-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

Busy week it has been! Got the timing for band wrong on monday, ended up going to IMM for lunch with SongErn first. Tuesday was the section dinner at city hall - I miss all of them so much! HuiTing is seriously as bitchy as she was 4 years ago, no change at all. Hahaha. And they gave me flowers for my (belated) birthday. Hee, thanks! :)

I'm still waiting for the pictures to be posted up at Facebook. It was definitely a great time spent together, shouting One Two Three over each other and whatnot. A pity no forfeits were done! Mind Cafe is really quite good, I should head back down there w some friends. TzuWei and WingYin, you girls interested? Hahaha. Anyway, TzuWei you should give me the link to your blogshop when it's launched! I'm sure to be your customer, got discount right? ;)

I still have half a report undone, and I'm dreading the graph part. :(
But on a brighter note, I'm going to the National Museum tmrw! Hehehe.

Everything that you love about me.

2009-12-27T00:48:00.009+08:00

What do I do without you?

2009-12-26T02:07:00.001+08:00

Merry X'mas!

Hehehe. I had my x'mas dinner today specially cooked by SongErn. Yummy food with extra huge portions! We both ended up not being able to finish our food. Out to town to take photos of x'mas trees - big mistake! There were sooooo many people, me no likes. Managed to eat delicious ice-cream and take some photos though :)

You're everything that I want.

2009-12-24T02:09:00.001+08:00

Am back from genting! Not really good weather there, but enjoyed myself nonetheless.
I've got the best birthday present that I can have :)
Pictures up when I get them from my love!

Thanks for all the birthday wishes!

L.O.V.E.

2009-12-21T02:06:00.003+08:00

Genting! Back on 23 Dec :)

bitchiness never ends.

2009-12-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Syahir!

I know you read my blog, you bitch ;)

Do you read this?

2009-12-17T02:22:00.003+08:00

The insecurity and fear that I can only talk to myself about.
Do you know?

10% of your bed.

2009-12-17T00:59:00.001+08:00

Back from band camp~ All the combines and sectionals. 1 month and 1 day more to the concert, anybody want go?

Tmrw's band is cancelled, can get to sleep till the aftn! Hee. Gna head back to schl to finish up the settlement, and start doing my reports so that I can enjoy my Genting trip~ Talking about that, KwiShan is at Genting enjoying herself now. When she's back, I'm going. Hahaha. She's finally 19 and I'm finally gna turn 18 :)

I'm sorry I took all your time away from you.

2009-12-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

Damn week of exams finally over! One whole week of non-stop studying almost killed me. All the late night sleep, I think I only had less than 15 hours of sleep in total. My dark eyebags are back again! And my results won't be good, I know. Sigh ):

Band camp tmrw~ And I can't wait for my Genting trip :D

You opened your eyes, saw me & smiled.

2009-12-11T00:35:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when I say “oh I’m fine” I want someone to look me in the eyes & say “tell the truth”.

I have someone like that!
This is so you :)

I need you in my life, I hope you know.

2009-12-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

It's always nice to have someone say goodnight to you, every night :)

What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

It's that someone who saw through your worst and loved you even more without your makeup on.

How can time be a measure of feelings? When you love someone it doesn’t matter if you’ve loved them a day, a week or a month or even a year. Feelings are feelings, and feelings stay.

You don’t just automatically love someone. you have to slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them. You want to be with them more to the point where you’re jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person. Then it gets you mad but you get past it, you can’t be jealous anymore. You can’t because you have this undying confidence that this person will never leave you, they will never betray you, and that they would never pick someone else over you, that you’re irreplaceable. That’s when the confidence hits you, that you really do love each other and it’s unbreakable.

Why, I love reading through TzuWei's page. Just that I can't "follow" it because I don't have tumblr. Sometimes it just put my thoughts into words, when I can't do it myself.

I failed today's paper, after memorising for 3 days. I gave up, I wanted to run away. Here I am again, getting ready to do 10million tutorial questions for tmrw's paper. When will this cycle end? I need a hug.

Winter and Spring, hi?

2009-12-04T14:02:00.001+08:00

Good news of the day : Haematology MST postponed to week 13.
Bad news of the day : That means there's more topics to study by then.
Worst news of the day : I didn't wake up at 10am to study, I'm still not studying now.

I miss my friends :(

I loved the night with you.

2009-12-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

My own thoughts are killing me again.
I need to stop thinking!!!!!
STOP STOP STOP.

But on a brighter note,
my love is back :D

My sentiments, exactly.

2009-11-29T22:10:00.004+08:00

Missing you gets easier everyday even though it's one day longer since the last time I saw you.
But it's one day closer to the next time I will :)

- Eletheowl.

Hours of waiting just for that few minutes of you.

2009-11-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

Finally a break from schl tmrw. Have troubles waking up for the whole of this week! Late everyday, skipping lessons or being late for them. Since when have I become so slack?! Must catch up on my sleep this weekend so I won't be late again for next week. Die die must be on time! Spent some time practicing flute, can't play the pieces. Try again tmrw! Must finish up assignments and start MST also. Why does "things I have to do" never end?

Anyway, did I mention SPMP is over? Finally, after all the nomination and voting and shooting and roadshows. Loved the event alot, gained alot of experiences even though it took up alot of time. Pictures during the roadshow are up on facebook - go see! Fun working w everyone, even though things were not very smooth at times. But yeah, love y'all :)

Now, let me brush my teeth (finally 4hours of whitening passed!) and maybe start doing some work while waiting for, and hopefully, that few minutes of you.

I wish I'm right beside you.

2009-11-25T00:26:00.001+08:00

Omg you just called!
I still can't stop smiling :)
But it made me miss you more.
Countdown - 6 days till you return!

SPMP!

2009-11-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

SP Most Photogenic 2009.

Countdown starts from tmrw.

2009-11-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

It's killing me.
I can't take the sensitivity.
Remind me why I wanted whitening again?

1 more month to my birthday :)

I got into a "street fight".

2009-11-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was in school till 1130pm to sort out pictures for SPMP aft schl. Super duper tired - I only slept for 4hours the night before! But at least we managed to get it done. Monday to Wednesday is the roadshows, and then it's the end of SPMP.

Went for dental today to get my stuffs for my teeth whitening. Cool stuffs! Mould and whitening gel and toothpaste. Doing it now (need to do for 2 weeks!) and hopefully I can take the sensitivity. The dentist very nice, I likes. He ask me don't be dentist because they stay at the same room the whole day looking at 4 walls - it's a boring profession, or so he says.

Exams soon! :(

Still demanding more for myself.

2009-11-14T00:50:00.004+08:00

When I wake up, I will...
1. ~~practice flute~~.
2. ~~try to figure out Genetics~~.
3. do Genetics formal report.
4. do Haematology datasheet.
5. ~~read through all of Metabolism~~.
6. ~~do e-tutorial for Metabolism~~.
7. ~~write notes for Pathology~~.
8. ask Tinkerbell to make it a not-rainy day.
9. go for a jog.

But now, it's time to sleep. Goodnight and much loves :)

Nice date, I like!

2009-11-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

Not a huge fan of MJ, but went to watch 'This Is It' with SongErn today, I likes! :)

Was on the way to dinner when I saw the christmas decorations along Orchard Road, nicely lit and all. Reminds me of my childhood times when I'll go around shopping malls looking at the huge christmas trees, seeing which shopping mall wins the best christmas decoration of the year. Definitely nostalgic.

Why, so many things change while we're growing up. Nothing really stays, or am I wrong?

Weird weather nowadays.

2009-11-07T01:31:00.001+08:00

Down w flu again - thanks to the unpredictable weather. How does it rain for 20 minutes, have sunshine for 10 minutes and then start raining again?! Frustrating. Classes this week were okay, kinda heavy. More things to study, lesser time for everything else. And I'm so enthusiastic about studying nowadays that I'm studying on trains and everywhere I can. I only don't study in schl library because it's so damn nice to sleep there. Hee :)

I want money to go for X'mas shopping! I want go see pretty lights and take many pretty pictures :)

The train ride home.

2009-11-05T00:47:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep tonight. You?
I'm sorry, I'm still not good enough.
I tried, but I'll try again :)

@ library freezing alone.

2009-11-03T15:41:00.003+08:00

Not exactly in my best mood, not exactly at the right place with the right temperature. Can someone tell me why are libraries always so damn cold? They ought to learn something about being environmental friendly - keeping temperatures at 25 degrees and above.

Sometimes I think things to be more perfect than they are and when they're just less than what I expected, I get annoyed with it. Maybe I should just smile and carry on :)

Another new week begins!

2009-10-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was at out with SongErn, TiacWoo, Emily and WenXiang to have dinner. Fish&Co then TCC to celebrate Emily's birthday. Stayed out till 1am plus before cabbing home w them. All sorts of topics were mentioned and pictures were taken. I saw the Mango bag I like in grey! Heart itchy want to buy.. Aww. Should I?

Then today, I watched a new Tinkerbell movie! HAHAHA. Super cool, I was ooh-ing and ahh-ing throughout the show. So nice, got blue pixie dust now! And guess what? The end of the movie states another Tinkerbell movie coming soon. Tinkerbell loveeeee :)

And for the first time today, I ate frog leg porridge. Yesssss, slowpoke I know.. Okay what, not superly nice like how everyone claims it is. The looks of it kind of turns me off though. Maybe it's the dissection of frogs I've seen before? Hahaha. Anyway, I'm getting fat. Need to get running shoes then go jogging every week!

Schl's at 1430 tmrw. So shiok :)

I want to slim down because I'm fat already.

2009-10-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

Boring school days have started - not to mention tiring as well. New modules with new lecturers, some very funny and some very boring. Every day starts at 8, except for Monday. Friday is the worst with 2 3hour lectures, one at the start of the day and the other at the end. Not going to enjoy Fridays! Down w sore throat this few days, can't eat my gummy bears while listening in class! Sadxz. SPMP happening soon, so excited to see it~ Hehehe.

Did I mention that my new Tinkerbell scheduler very pretty? Hee :)

My timetable is orange and has Tinkerbell!

2009-10-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I now have Tinkerbell shirt, Tinkerbell watch, Tinkerbell bags, Tinkerbell earrings, Tinkerbell plushies, Tinkerbell stickers, Tinkerbell scheduler, Tinkerbell pen, Tinkerbell files, Tinkerbell cup, Tinkerbell ring, Tinkerbell necklace, Tinkerbell pouch, Tinkerbell rubber band, Tinkerbell handphone charm, Tinkerbell notepad and last but not least, Tinkerbell handphone and msn theme! Hehehe. Much loves to KwiShan and Jessie~ I shall add to my collection and get a Tinkerbell sweater :D

Anyway, today's the end of our 6 weeks ITP. Really, I don't want to start school just yet. I'd much prefer to continue going to work at 0830 everyday, meeting up w loves aft work and heading home feeling dead tired but happy. The last day didn't even feel like the last day. Majority of the staff didn't even realise it was our last day I guess? But the last 2 days were pretty hectic - technology is way important in everything we do nowadays! Weekend to enjoy, relax and do some shopping before schl starts on monday :)

Stage B, here I come!

2009-10-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

My idol~

2009-10-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sir James Galway~
My idol! Hehehe <3>

Happy Children's Day!

2009-10-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

Monday was dinner with Bird, YanRen, Swizzle, Jessie and KwiShan. Like finally we met up after 3 weeks of holidays! Everyone's still the same~ We had Yuki Yaki, with lots of laughters and fun added inside. Meatballs and mushrooms and cheese thingys and prawns and whatnot. The ice-cream was one of the best parts! I like the passionfruit while they all liked the peppermint. Pictures are up on facebook - go take a look! We gave YanRen his birthday present too. He sucked at guessing us, but glad he loved it. Can't wait to see him wear it! Hehehe :)

Tuesday was meeting for 3 hours about SPMP, Wednesday was dinners w JingSong and Param and Jessie to "celebrate" Jessie's birthday. After dinner at Astons was kiapping attempt failed miserably! I want that frog thingy. Sadxz. It's gna be gone the next time I go there :(

The week is just like that. Apologies for the lack of pictures, I can't take pictures in the lab and I'm too lazy to grab those turned-into-low-quality pictures from Facebook to put them here. Hehe!

We're getting allergic to codes.

2009-09-26T15:52:00.002+08:00

Had such a busy week! And looks like the next one will not be any slacker too. Monday and Wednesday is out for dinners w 2 groups of love, and one of the days will be back in schl to start on SPMP stuffs. The down point of not attending a meeting is that I cannot object to the decisions, so ta-da! I'm the asst. IC for SPMP 2009. Hmm, and my results are expected. I did improve again, though not by much. But I'll do better next semester! It's gna be a busy semester with the band practices for MD, SPMP and the heavy modules that we're gna take.

And today I'm supposed to go out w HuaDong to catch a movie and have dinner together. But my eyes are very swollen so I'm stuck at home. Think my eye infection is back again, and the haze doesn't help to make things better. Argh. Thank god HuaDong is not killing me again for postponing our meetup! Hee. We'll meet when he's back from his adventure trip. Hey you! Don't die there okays, remember that you need to meet me! HAHAHA.

Time to watch some shows and catch up with life :)

Fishing night.

2009-09-19T02:57:00.004+08:00

It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and get no response.
-
What's good about saying nothing is that you lessen the tendency to hurt others.
The bad thing is, you never really realize how keeping quiet hurts you.
- Eletheowl.

It used to be me.

2009-09-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Microbiology section for this week! My feet are starting to protest already. The shoes and walking around is putting such a strain on my legs that they cramped while I was sleeping last night. The agony, really. I'm still finding ITP fun, not bored of it yet. Hehe! Last night was back at SPSB and I want to play Cats and Phantom of the Opera and Les Miserables~ I need to find time to practice.

"Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to knock them down" :)

My plastic smile.

2009-09-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

Everyday I'm tired from ITP, but the same things are going on in my mind over and over again. I've become good at hiding them, just like before. I no longer say everything out because I don't see the point to anymore. Sometimes I just wish you'd care abit more. Or maybe it's me always asking for too much. Do you even think about me to begin with?

Why are we so near yet so far, I don't understand.

All empty within me.

2009-09-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday, dear YanRen :)
Hope you're enjoying your ITP even though KwiShan and I are not there w you~
Bet you miss us but we'll meet soon! Many loves :)

Labcoat + pass + pen!

2009-09-09T20:11:00.001+08:00

Nice date! 09/09/09 - but too bad I missed 09.09am.

ITP ITP ITP! That's what revolves around my life now. I don't dread it at all - maybe it's just the starting "have fun" time eh? Hahaha. I will get sick of it or maybe I'll love it and don't want to leave there at the end of 6 weeks. The only thing I hate so far is the packed train that I've to take home! Seriously, shuttle bus me back to Jurong can? HAHA. Another one to Admiralty for KwiShan please :)

Ask me out for dinners! I'm always free aft 5.30pm or maybe latest 6pm.. HAHA :)

:) and :(

2009-09-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

A night's sleep to the start of ITP!
Excited but yet dreading it too.

I'm reaching out for nothing at all.

2009-09-06T02:07:00.001+08:00

Can't Let Go - Landon Pigg

Well you're the closest thing, I have, to bring up in a conversation
about love that didn't last, but I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours, and if we were really meant to be,
well then we'd justify destiny, it's not that our love died it just never really bloomed

No I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

And then we saw our past diverge and I guess I felt okay about it
Until you got with another man and then I couldn't understand
why it bothered me so
no we didn't die we just never had a chance to grow

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

And it might not make sense
to you or any of my friends
but somehow still, you affect the things I do
And you can't lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad
everytime I see you out with someone new

I can't let go, no I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
you're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past
without lifting a finger you're holding me back

I can't let go, no I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go, I can't move on from the past

Nights are getting quieter and quieter.

2009-09-04T13:07:00.004+08:00

I wanted you to fight for me.
I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with and that you wanted to be with me.
- Eletheowl.

Long cold showers and tears come together.

2009-09-03T23:27:00.001+08:00

If you want me, then fight for me.
- Eletheowl.

How their eyes sparkle with their significant half.

2009-09-02T20:41:00.001+08:00

Nicole Goddard.
Lighted Pixels.

Wedding photographers so good, can see love & happiness shining through the couple's eyes.
I want to hire wedding photographer then go overseas to take my wedding pictures next time :)

Okays, let's get back to reality.
No one's going to want me! HAHA.

After 6 nonstop episodes of 命中注定我爱你...

2009-09-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

When I text you, that means I miss you. When i don’t text, that just means i’m waiting for you to miss me.
- Eletheowl.

My true self doesn't show here at all.

2009-09-02T04:03:00.000+08:00

Look at the time - I'm still awake. Post exam syndrome or something? I can't sleep at all. I'm not even tired to begin with. Laters is just a day to rot, nothing is planned. Maybe I can go Starbucks and have a drink with a book, or just idly sit and watch people rush by me. Maybe I can just stay at home and flip channels or download drama to watch.

I was greedy/selfish, so now I'm going to lose it all.

2009-09-01T01:38:00.001+08:00

Paper sucked, but at least everything is over. I don't need to talk to myself about bacteria nor fungi, don't need to spell out their names out loud, don't need to lose sleep over them anymore. I can try to get some sleep finally. But next week is the start of ITP - more sleeptime is going to be forsaken.

Had a fun day with Jessie, Swizzle, Bird, KwiShan and YanRen at Ion today. Laughed so much! Vexed over what dinner to have, got lost in Ion, couldn't get seats for The Proposal, shopped around, Coffee Bean just to chill and talk. Saw Alvin, YanRu, ThamJian, ShenSiong and ZhangQi outside Lido. Toilets at Ion = cool. HAHAHA. Can stay inside camwhore whole day! ~~Pictures up on Facebook aft KwiShan upload and tag~~. They're up alr :)

Bra shopping with Mummy when I wake up laters...

Bacteria + Fungi = My 3-Day-Love.

2009-08-31T16:00:00.007+08:00

~~You're loved and remembered~~!
Staphylococcus aureus, S. saprophyticus, S. epidermidis.
Streptococcus pyogenes, S. agalactiae, Enterococci, Non-Entero Grp D, S. pneumoniae, Viridans.
Neisseria meningitidis, N. gonorrhoeae, Moraxella catarrhalis.
Haemophilus influenzae, H. aegyptius, H. ducreyi.
Pseudomonas aeruginosa, Burkholderia pseudomallei, B. cepacia.
Bordetella pertusis, B. parapertusis.
Mycobacterium tuberculosis, M. leprae.
Escherichia coli (EPEC, ETEC, EHEC, EIEC, EAEC).
Shigella, Klebsiella pneumoniae, Enterobacter aerogenes, Serratia marcescens, Proteus, Providencia, Citrobacter, Salmonellosis.
Bacillus anthracis, B. cereus, Clostridium botulinum, C. perfringens, C. tetani, Listeria monocytogenes, Corynebacterium diphtheria.

You'll be soon be loved and remembered.

Candidiasis albicans, Dematophytes, Sporothrix schenckii, Coccidioides immitis, Histoplasma capsulatum, Blastomyces dematitidis, Paracoccidioides brasiliensis, Antifungal Chemotherapy.
Antimicrobial agents and Chemotherapy.

Love me back pleaseeeee! I give you all my heart for 3 days :)

I'm sorry I didn't love you bacteria and fungi enough :(

I thought I heard your voice, but I imagined it all.

2009-08-30T15:21:00.001+08:00

Last night was horrible ah~ I happily watched 我猜 then studied till about 2am, thinking that I had enough bacteria for the day and I wanted to sleep. Lie on bed, toss&turn 2hours at least. I talked to myself about bacteria, drifted in and out of sleep thinking about bacteria again.

10am to 1pm = studied non-stop action. 1pm to 2pm = anyhow roam at JP, bought Spongebob postits to cheer myself up. Instead of cheering myself up, I found myself saying that I want Tinkerbell postit next. Home and slack, now I'm going back to bacteria/fungi. FINALLY I HIT FUNGI :D :D :D

The amount of things I memorised + less than 3hours sleep + don't wna sleep + going to study now = I feel like TinkerJan.

It's tormenting me, you just have no idea.

2009-08-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

OMG CONFIRM HAVE TO BLOG THIS. ZHIZHANG'S PLATOON = YONGHENG'S PLATOON = THAT DAY BBQ ACTUALLY CAN SEE KWISHAN IF THEY WENT! WHAT?! SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL REALLY. And I really got tagged in the 2 photos. Wow, I'm amazed.

I'm a 2-hour-princess at King's Mansion!

2009-08-29T01:38:00.011+08:00

Thursday's paper was cui. Thanks Jessie for being there when I needed you! Views don't change, and I won't misplace your trust. Don't want to live without you, HEHE! Loveyou, Jes :)

Just back not long ago from going out with ZhiZhang today, supposedly for dinner but we had none in the end. Impromptu bbq, I'm really so not sociable! Next time go out work confirm die. But it's fun sitting there seeing those guys doing silly things really. Army guys are not that boring afterall, now I know. Had daddy drove me home after that :)

Having a headache now, might be that few sips of beer I took from ZhiZhang. Argh. But I'm going to study now now now. My motivation is mac's breakfast that I requested daddy to buy for me. Hehehe. I confirm wake up to eat then drop back to sleep again. Tmrw to Monday = chiong all the way. Luckily the paper is at 4pm, plus it's my last paper, plus Monday going out with the girls :)

I wonder if those army guys can track me down and tag me in the 2 photos I took with Sir and FuYong(?). HAHA.

I hate today!

2009-08-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

Because I really had a hard time getting started to study.
Because when I finally started, it began to rain.
Because the shelter so useless, the rain kena me AND my notes.
Because in the end I had to move inside but inside no space!
Because 2mins aft I left, the wind didn't blow the rain to my (used-to-be) direction anymore.

So! Tmrw morning is mac's breakfast in schl to cheer myself up before studying again for the aftn paper.
Don't remind me that I'm having breakfast alone, go remind yourself it's damn rare I say I'm going to eat breakfast.
Starbucks instead :)

Starbucks dark mocha, I like!

2009-08-25T23:32:00.005+08:00

Who will I run to - Kiley Dean

You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw you were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything cause now you say
You’re gone forever more so who will I

Who will I run to, who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears when I cry
Who will I run to, and who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here in my life

You were the one I took for granted all those years
And you were the one I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me if it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to, who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears when I cry
Who will I run to and who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here in my life

I will gladly journey across the deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to, who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears when I cry
Who will I run to, who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here in my life

Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me, Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

害怕的你不用担心我哪里都不会去

2009-08-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

The ring no more also, online don't have it too. Fated it's not mine. I really liked it :(

Perfect weather for emo songs. So chilling I feel like going out and be out for the rest of the night. Have been listening to emo songs for today, especially Empty frames and Teardrops on my guitar. These 2 have been going on repeat since about 9hours ago and I'm not sick of them yet. Sleepless nights and stormy days, I fake a smile so he wont see :)

不用担心 by 柯有纶 nice! Saw the mv while flipping through tv channels. Seriously can't study at home. Starbucks tmrw, anyone?

At the other end of the conversation, I'm crying.

2009-08-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

Another horrible night I had. All those thoughts in my mind were so scary, so negative. Is that how I think subconciously? Thanks Syahir, for reading all those emo things I told you over msn. I think I scared you for breaking down so suddenly when we were still happily playing minesweeper before that. Hahaha. But I'm fine now :)

I just want to sleep well for tonight, please. Let me get so tired from studying that I'll just knock out once I hit my bed. I'm afraid of my own thoughts now.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield?

2009-08-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

I think I need to learn how to eat grass! Just within a day, I ate everything that I'm supposed to abstain from - chicken, eggs, seafood and chocolates. Hehehehe! Confirm rashes breakout, wish me goodluck :)

Last night was horrible. Lost our 1st game of minesweepers to Syahir (another game laters, this one confirm win back!), didn't sleep for more than 3hours in total, had nightmares. Went to schl alone today, emoshit totally. Saw JingSong, Param, PooSiang, XinYi (thanks for talking to me, girl. Really appreciate it!) and Joel. Joel is one funny guy - he called Xinyi and he thought I was the one talking to him on the phone instead. He insisted XinYi and I sounded so similar that he couldn't differentiate our voices.

Rashes faster go away, I want to eat my dark chocolates :)

Why are the negatives coming back?

2009-08-19T19:57:00.007+08:00

Last night I actually decided to get greentea mochi for myself, 'cos I figured out Statg. by myself and actually studied for the Biostats test today. But after I see 9/30 for the 30% part, I totally don't want to get mochi anymore. Can only hope the paper part can pull up the marks for me, but I didn't even attempt Chi-squared and I don't even know if I did the rest correctly. This whole test is 40% of the module! I seriously think I'm hopeless :)

(At 11.39PM) Whoa, like 10 minutes ago I just realised Cchem is on the 27th but I wrote 28th in my scheduler. I so sotong~ Luckily I double checked my schedule after seeing my ITP placement. Hehehe, ITP = $$$ :)

Every single second spent w you is pure bliss.

2009-08-18T17:25:00.008+08:00

Sunday was out to the zoo with Pin, WingYin and Ck. Some pictures here, more at facebook :)

After that was dinner at NewYork's while WingYin went off with Jared first. Talked and listened to all about bikes and cars before heading home :) And it's not rashes on me. Phew! KwiShan spray pixie dust water on me is useful de lor.. HAHA. Tmrw's biostats test and Hep B 2nd jab, then I'm free to go home. Thursday and Friday no schl. Teehee :)

Can't stop laughing at Pin and the other guys' credit card video on Facebook. It's spreading around SP like wild fire~

Only one first time for everything.

2009-08-17T23:58:00.001+08:00

Pictures from yesterday is uploading, need to wait! Today went for movies w Pin aft schl, watched Up (3D). So cool ah the effects. Hehe. I think I very suaku. HAHA! But anyways, it was touching at some parts. I like the movie :) Oh, and I saw ShiHui in the theatre aft the movie ended! So coincidental that we watched the same movie. Went to Ion, my top is sold alr. Hopefully the ring I want at Esplanade is still there!

Decided not to go schl tmrw, since KwiShan says notes are probably enough. The teacher wouldn't be really free to teach us anyway I guess. So it's stay-at-home-and-study day. Anyways, I'm really hoping that I'm not getting rashes. Not for this 2 weeks! I still need to go for my semestrals and study in peace without itch. Wah, sprinkle pixie dust on me please. Cannot rashes ah please~

Hey eyecandy, 3m+.

2009-08-16T23:46:00.004+08:00

Teehee, meet my new eyecandy! :D

I think I'm really better off alone.

2009-08-14T18:13:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Alvin!

Hope you enjoy the celebration w everyone else :)

Just had a very long cold shower to take things off my mind, feeling so much better now. Apart from Pin sending me to schl today, nothing else seemed to be going the right way for me. I screwed up my practical test, cancelled Pin's movie date to go for Alvin's birthday celebration but didn't even go for the celebration in the end, a key on my phone is spoilt, I feel fat and I only have 5cents in my wallet. Great or what? Only the first 30mins of today was love.

I think my parents are starting to think that sthg's wrong w me. Even I myself is starting to think that sthg's wrong w me. I didn't go out for the long weekend and I've been home before 5 everyday this week. Since when have I returned home before 5 for this whole semester?! Tinkerbell needs to save me.

I still got cravings for green tea mochi and my sweets/chocolate stock really finish alr :(

I like prime numbers (seven!)

2009-08-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

1. I got cravings for green tea mochi now. Buy for me leh.
2. No motivation to start for friday's Medmicro!!!
3. Die also must stay awake to try see meteor showers tonight (2am!).
4. Got money must go buy the top (Ion) and ring (Esplanade).
5. Need to replenish my chocolates and sweets.
6. My fringe is starting to irritate my eyes.
7. Put lesser water for my mango jelly next time.

Mango Tango~

2009-08-11T17:44:00.001+08:00

I am going to make mango jelly laters :)
Yummy yum yum, me loves mango. Teehee. You want eat?

Now you're the busy bee instead!

2009-08-10T16:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mummy!
Buffet in an hour's time at JurongPoint to celebrate Mummy's birthday. Getting fat at this rate! RAH.

I can't take my eyes off you.

2009-08-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

Dim sum buffet at Thomson Plaza was so-so only, but I got to meet with everyone aft so long so I guess it's okay. Kinda like a birthday celebration anyways. Trained home alone aft the buffet while everyone else either went out or stayed at bishan for mahjong session. Luckily I had my earpiece and Breaking Dawn to read, if not I'd probably have fungi all over me by the time I reach jurong.

Had dinner w Pin at jurongpoint, bought honey to drink (me love!) before coming back home together. Collected my baby and watched abit of tv before he went home to study. Poor him, weekends need to study when it's supposed to be a break. Sick somemore :(

Staying at home tmrw while the whole of Singapore is going to watch fireworks. 15th, faster come so that I'll have money to go out again...

I feel distant from you, you and you.

2009-08-07T23:48:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Shelly!
Couldn't join your celebration, but hope you'd enjoy yourself nonetheless! :)

Sick since yesterday, down with flu again. It's so irritating 'cos it makes me feel sleepy. Yesterday was a long day in schl somemore. Had 爱心 medicine aft schl! HAHA. Param pangsehed us last minute, so Jessie and JingSong were nice enough to come jurongpoint for dinner :)

Shopped arnd before I felt drowsy from the medicine and they had to leave before they reach home past midnight. Walked home drowsily, had soup and studied for 30mins before I decide that I really need to sleep. Woke up at 3am to study till 4plus and I dropped back to sleep again. Still not enough sleep! More laters :)

Today's test was okay, except for the oral part. Was really not feeling well then couldn't think properly, let alone speak out. But nvrmind lah, can't do anything about it too. PBL is almost done within a day, although I really didn't do anything except sit there and watch KwiShan do the work. Band room to waste time away while WingYin and TzuWei made their way back to jurong.

Managed to finish Shelly's present, hope she likes it! Alvin and Nicholas came along, WingYin and TzuWei left for sentosa 1st to prepare Shelly's surprise. They'll enjoy their night together over there, while I'm here because I'm never allowed to overnight for stuffs like this! Damn unfair and I hate it. RAH!

Tmrw's dim sum buffet before I come home to have some quality time alone. More stuffs to chiong in this few weeks! Need to sprinkle pixie dust to be healthy again :D

I wish the one who's sick is me instead.

2009-08-05T20:01:00.005+08:00

KwiShan and I are going to Alexandra Hospital for ITP together! :D

Hahaha. That's really the best thing that I've heard today. We're both going to where we want, and the bonus is that we're going together! We're going to see each other for consecutively 6weeks + another term. We'll get sick of each other I think. But who cares, it's better than going to the same place with someone you're not close with I think. And YanRen's off to NUS (paediatrics) for research or sthg like that :)

I've Biochem test tmrw, and it's 30% again. I lost 30% in MST, 20% in lab test. Don't want to lose 30% again, but I've no motivation to study and my eyes are tired. Plus the notes are cui one, totally useless. 40MCQ, need some pixie dust on myself this time round! Not to mention the lab test on Friday. By saturday I confirm cui :(

Ah, JingSong just told me he might be joining SMU CO as percussionist! Teehee, another reason for me to watch concerts. I love watching concerts, can just sit down and enjoy the music. Lalala. Another happy note! Tmrw is dinner with Jessie, JingSong, Param (Kiappers!). Even though it'd only be a budget night out, but it's the company that will make the day :)

My status doesn't allow me to do so.

2009-08-04T23:47:00.004+08:00

Was out to town with WingYin yesterday to get some materials, since I had no schl. Came back and finished up on the iMovie props, which seriously is a big waste of my time. Today went to schl for only 2 hours and filmed on iMovie. So glad we're finally done with this stupid assignment, I never want to have anything to do with it again. KwiShan abandoned me over her love. Sad! But she say buy me sweet. HAHA! The rest of the aftn is spent over at WingYin's doing present :)

Tests on thursday and friday, but I haven't studied for both yet. Sigh. Where has all my motivation gone to again?! This month is full of deadlines, and I'm dreading each of them. Not to mention, tmrw's the ballot for ITP. I really hope I can get it for this semester, then I can enjoy for the next one. Teehee! Ah, thanks Jessie for being there today when I felt that I'm unable to do anything for someone (peace emoticon). Love you manyxz~

Anyways, some pictures while doing iMovie today. The hat is the main character of the day. It belongs to YanRen, who bought it at Australia while at army 'cos he die want to buy sthg back. HAHA.

你会一直这样抱着我吗?

2009-08-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

New York New York for dinner with family today, accompanied with chocolate fondue and extra large cotton candy. Didn't do anything the whole aftn except crying while watching drama, HAHA! I finished watching it, and it's super touching please. This kind of sweet people never exist in real life, why?!

Now doing GEMs, but I'm so stuck at it. Still at the editting blog part, haven't even touch the report part. The worse thing is I don't even understand the report part that I'm supposed to do. Omg someone save me please? One of the reasons why KwiShan and I took this GEMs because don't need test nor wear nice nice, but ended up with this assigmnment :(

There's still iMovie and PBL and datasheets to go! TinkerJan must jiayou :)

It didn't start well, and didn't end well either.

2009-08-02T15:01:00.001+08:00

Was out w Pin yesterday, to town again. HAHA, it's like consecutive trips down to town for weeks alr. But yeah, was fun as usual :) Saw a very small cat at Botak Jones, confirm it's aiming my salmon :x Everytime go out will extend the list of things that I want. Like seriously, can let me print money?! Anyways, we had yummy ice-cream! Forgot the shop's name though. Super nice, want to go back for more :D

Haven't buy mummy's birthday present yet, don't even know what to buy. Tsk! This week is going to be a busy week, with 2 deadlines and 2 tests coming up. And then thursday is most probably budget outing with Kiappers, friday is alumni band. Next few weeks isn't going to be any better either :(

Time to eat gummi bears and chocolates then do work! RAH.

Don't leave me out alone in the dark.

2009-07-31T23:56:00.005+08:00

After a day of feeling weak and keeping quiet in schl, today I'm super high. HAHA! Had practical and YanRen's cholestrol was slightly high - he is very sad about it. I skipped lunch, went to band room to pass flute to SongErn. Stayed there, wanting to fall asleep but I just couldn't. Heard my song. Had the evil thoughts to skip GEMs, but went for it instead. Emo for awhile and fell asleep while KwiShan and YongHeng are busy filling the air with love.

Had dinner with Jessie, JingSong, Param. So glad I recovered enough to go for the dinner, if not I'd have probably missed out on all the fun! Had dinner at Billy Bombers, went to warm outside for awhile before going to chill at Haagen Dazs. We really laughed non-stop all the way! The amount of rubbish and funny things we generated was really amazing. HAHA! How do we ever do it, I don't understand. Each-a-cup aft Haagen Dazs, went to kiap kiap machine to take a look.

Up till now I still find it amazing. JingSong and Param actually kiapped a Yoshi for Jessie using only (technically) $1, can you believe it?! Super cool, we can open a Kiappers club. Then we'll sell the soft toys that we sell to earn club fund, club fund will be used to sponsor our weekly dinners. Good plan right? HAHAHA. Look at the pictures we took today - Jessie is so happy about her Yoshi! It's mascot no. 2 for our club, and no. 1 is of course my Tinkerbell :D

She's showing you the birthmark of Yoshi!

Oh, did I mention Jessie bought an ez-link card sticker for me? Super cute! But I alr have my Tinkerbell sticker, so I don't know where to paste the one she gave me. And she baked butter cookies for us to eat again, super nice! I asked her to marry me cos of it. HAHA. Yesyes, Jessie ate alot today. She confirm grow fat :x

Happy day spent, although tired. More outings like that please! :)
I saw a ring I like at Esplanade! Should I go back and buy next month? $35 is expensive, but I really like it.. Hmm.

Are you walking silently behind me?

2009-07-30T19:42:00.001+08:00

Fall sick le! At first it was just sinus this morning, but it happily worsen to become flu. Felt so miserable for the whole day, catching some sleep as and when I can. But still it doesn't seem to get any better. Walked home alone feeling so cui, haven't been like that for very long.. Please recover by tmrw, I want to go dinner and bitch with Jessie, JingSong, Param!

Another long cold shower before I'm off to nua on bed. How I wish there's someone beside now to take care of me..